Today is the 29th April 2008 . Zzz . Zzz . Haha, i'm feeling so down . Tomorrow gotta mend CCA booth from 1pm to 3pm . Now i wonder why i volunteer ... i'm feeling so down, or what we call it ''sian'' . Whatever .

Kif is busy with work, global exhibition, meeting and seminar coming up the next two weeks, Wednesday night couldn't bring me out, Caslin couldn't make it too, something on early morning on Thursday, so it's a spend alone night on Wednesday night . I'm so gonna die ! !

Already feeling emotional, was hoping to go for a little let out, now ... think it's more emotional .

Anyway, if anyone wanna go have fun on Wednesday late night . . . . please date me along, unless i'll be a lamp, if not, dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttt tttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today is the 27th April 2008 . I'm home on Sunday, that's something good i guess . Anyway, i'll blog about Friday's school party at MOS . I went home after GEMS at 2.20pm coz the tutor's laptop battery went flat, again . Then Kif picked me up and drove me to MOS . I must say it was a failure to people who organised it . First, i reached around 7pm plus to join Martin and gang with the queue, which they already joined earlier, and we queue for almost TWO HOURS and just when we're about five cars away from the entrance, ENTRY BLOCKED ! Too full . And i stood there like a stupid ass sweating like hell, people around also went pissed off coz the queue is still damn long behind us and ALL can't get in . Maybe they didn't book the entire MOS after all, just one hall i guess . Shall not say what i did before i join the gang, but i got so out of control that i let out the other side of me . Apologies to people who saw it, apologies to people who got shock ( if you are ), i'm so sorry . Anyway, forget about what i did and forget about me being there that night, i'll explain things together with the photos along the way . =) .

This is how heavy the traffic is, soooooooooooooooo many people and sooooooooooooooo many cars, lucky Kif drove me there, if not i'll go crazy in the bus or train or whatever .

My face looks like this, i don't usually make up, so i took like two hours to do the eye . Looks like shit still . >_< . Idiot idiot idiot ! !

I dress like this, haha, never wore such a top out before, so i put on a cardigan . Black shorts and black stocking with black heels ? I'm all black, black freak i am . Haha .

Went there, already high ... ... ... so please pardon my looks, like i said, i lost control . I took this picture like a retard . =_= .

Adeline and Shirley girlfriends ! ! =))) .
Me with the stupid smile . T_T . And look ! I'm sweating ? Yucks .
Acting cute with Shirley . Haha, i don't usually do that . Wow ?
Amanda and friend ! Forgot her name ... sorry ~ =/ . Haha .
Group photo ! And you people wanna know who took for us ? I actually went and ask a guy i totally don't know to help us take a picture when i can ask Yuanny Boy whom we know just right behind us . ARGH ! ! ! I'm so an idiot . From left, Shirley, Amanda, Cindy, Amanda's friend, me, Khng and Martin . =)
The three of us !
Actually i had another photo with Cindy, but i delete it because one look and it's as though i got a moon shape face . You know, long jaws kinda face ? Yeah, if not, i'll upload it le ! Sorry Cindy . =/ . My fault, i'm too ugly . =( .

So then when we couldn't enter MOS, some people got so pissed and went home, but we went for a little walkabout to check out other clubs . Haha . And we went Clinic for a drink, i treat them a pitcher of vodka . Don't ask me why, i don't wanna repeat what i said, scoll up and read from the start if you have no idea . So then Shirley insisted on returning me the vodka money, and i kept . One pitcher vodka cranberry and one mocktail = sixty plus plus . Then after drinking, we went opposite to the mall for some quick bite, Adeline went home, didn't join us for food, so does Shirley, Morgan and her one other friend, they went other place for supper . Left with Adeline Tan, Anita, Hong Choo, Martin and me . Then i came to realise Adeline Tan's face gone red coz of the vodka i ordered . I was so guilty ! Ordered a lime juice for her . Hope it helps . =/ . Then after eating, Martin and i walked back to MOS entrance while the three other girls went to take train, Martin took bus, i waited for Kif to pick me up .

Then Kif drove me around and it was so damn cool, so facinating, so amazing, so wowed . I saw a whole lot of damn cool cars ? With damn nice exhaust sounds ? With damn killing decals ? And damn interesting way they drive . Haha, but too bad, cops operation that night, quite a few cars got records . =P . I just can't forget that night, not unless there's a more facinating one . Haha . All credits go to Kif, thanks eh ! ! Reached home at 4am plus coz he need to get home for medicine, feeling unwell, i didn't bought my keys out, so no choice gotta call home and woke up Mom and Dad . Sorry eh . Haha .

I had a fun night, i will have it again that's for sure, when June comes . Right now, lets be good, or rather, not too bad . Haha .

To be continued ...

Today is the 20th April 2008 . Sunday . Wooooooooooooooooooo ! ~ I'm so bored ! I thought last night i could meet up with Zhen for a bit fun and drinking coz she said George's on stand by, but she said next time . T_T . I brought my clothes and was in the mood for the night out-and-not-at-home, and she said next time . I was quite sadden actually . Anyway, i took train home as usual, then Jun Dat walked me home, i bought a bottle breezer from cheers for the go-along-drink . We chatted quite a bit . Hmm, thanks eh, Mr Ngor . Then reached void deck, Dad called and ask if i wanted supper coz he's around void deck too . Haha, they came back from some temple visiting, met them at the lift . Mom's first question when she met me was have i been drinking . I was a bit surprised . Just a bottle of breezer and she can smell alcohol from my breathe . Haha . Whatever it is, i went home and opened the bottle of vodka the POKS gave me for christmas and mixed it with the cranberry juice i bought . One glass for me and one glass for Dad . Haha . Dad drank it neat, i drink it mixed . I would prefer Absolut, but this is good too, just that i'm a Absolut kind . =) .

Then Kif texted me from Europe . No idea from which part of Europe coz he's always travelling . Damn it . He's having fun ! ! And me ? At home being a pathetic little girl . Haha . Darn ! And i saw a whole stretch of sports car zoom past me like hell cool ! They came down from the petrol station and make a u-turn in front of me when i was at the traffic lights and head up Brickland road . It's a road so nice to race, straight and clear . Super diao ! Each car is so cool, decorated with decals and i saw a porsche i think . Damn it ! A whole stretch ! ! I so wanted to go with them and see what's up and better if a race is on . DAMN IT . KIF ! COME BACK ! ! ARGH ! I can't sleep till like 3am and was texting him, then fell asleep and never reply his last text . Haha . Now my mind is still so filled with cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and cars and car and cars and cars AND CARS ! ! I've never wanted something so badly in my life before . Argh ! =(

I'm gonna have sleepless nights . Help ! !

Before i wrap this up, some pictures from duty last night . Just too bad it's just a fake . Umm, it's inside the transit, so don't go searching for it if you want to, unless you're taking off to some places overseas .

Today is the 17th April 2008 . It's 10.13am right now and i'm home ! Haha, two tutorials today and it's all cancelled because first lecture is tomorrow and tutorial is today, makes no sense if tutorial commence today, because if you think it simply, all the tutor can do is know us better and/or introduce us to the modules and repeat the introduction again tomorrow .

Anyway, since i'm free today, i went on to help Peter aka JieFu at SABA yesterday . The US Navy is in town and it's rather crowded compared to a normal weekday . Lucky that most of them ordered beer and not cocktails if not the bar is so 90% gonna be stucked up, then waiting for beverage alone can take up to 15 minutes i think . Haha . Saw two new staffs, and they seemed rather close . Haha, i couldn't cared more .

Just when it's a happy thing to hear someone say 'i love you', got over the top with that . And the next thing is someone saying 'FUCK OFF' right in the face, can't help but it's the same person that told the three word lie . Is 'this' better or being into just someONE badly ? Tell me, Sally, tell me who's worst . Or is it ... all guys are idiots ? You're not alone, and i'm not dating for sure, you know what my situation now is like . Cheer up, girl .

Gonna try and do my tutorials today since there's no school, hopefully i don't sleep . =P

Today is the 13th Apr 2008 . School starts tomorrow ! ! I don't know if i should be happy, but i definitely miss my colleagues already . Before i left the office on Friday, i took a picture of my desktop . Sob, though the work environment is not very nice, but the people are ! ( Or rather most are ! ) Well, time will come, and it will go, i guess it's just time to move on, again . ='/ . All i can say is, bye desktop-that-i-used-to-face-everyday-and-felt-sick and hi to new school term .
So then went for airport duty yesterday . Kif came back in the morning, touched down about 11am, then got me some good news ( i'm damn happy ! ) . Haha, he went down to town with a mini-race with four other cars . From Changi to town in just 6 minutes, came in second, lose to a WRX . Dammit ! Haha, but he's still ain't bad . We couldn't meet, because i was half-way getting my table ready for school when he asked me out, and when i finished, it's time for duty . And he has a flight to Europe to catch that night too, midnight flight . Time just doesn't allow . So i guess i'll have to wait for my little gift a bit longer . Haha .

I've been so good these few weeks till i could hardly believe how i withstand the boredom . It's just all work, home and plain net surfing with a little shopping, no playing anymore . Life's sucha bore . Everything fun is against the law .

So came Sunday which is today, i went to do my nails . I must say the manicurist is not good . I got my manicure french white and pedicure purple-reddish ( i thought i chose maroon ? ) . Two served me, pedicure was nice, manicure was bad, uneven color, i thought she could do a very white nails, but the result's not satisfying . Anyway, i wouldn't go asking for it redone and make myself look like a typical singaporean . I don't know, i just hate it when people complain and ask for something brand new . Okay, unless it's really so unreasonable . Idiots, just make me think of how people can eat up almost the entire steak and then come to us and say it's not what they order . You should have know it from the first bite, not till the last second bite, jerks/bitches !


No use getting angry because some people's just the way they are . * Roll eyes * After nails, i went for a little shop and got this top for only 10SGD ! Wooo~ isn't it cheap . Haha . =P
That's actually what i did today, the rest of the time is just drawing and drawing this : \/
Simple drawing took me hours, done using ballpoint pen . This drawing is done because it symbolizes someone . Finished it with a name in the heart shape . Someone whom, isn't together with me anymore . So stop your wild guesses if you're on it .
Then JieRui flipped back my sketchbook and saw this ( above ) . Haha, she said it's nice and copied over . Her's look like this : \/ The black version and the red version below . Haha, her's fatter . =P


That's it for today . Wish me luck for tomorrow, or rather this week, would be meeting new lecturers and tutors . =)

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE ! ! XD

Today is 9th April 2008 ! Yippee ! I went shopping like a mad girl yesterday, haha, spent till it's like i haven't been working . Haha, can you imagine how i spent ? This holidays, i've got two new ear holes on my left ear, bought long-seems-like-i've-got-earhole-extensions-earrings, and lotsa tops for school ! Haha . Look what i've bought from just two, yeah, you read right, TWO retail stores - cotton on & echo . Those are newly open retail stores at the mall near my house, so i went for their opening sales . =P

I dumped all newly bought clothes into this bag ! It ain't light !
I bought this leather belt, and got scolded by Mom for being cruel . Ahhh ! Amitabha ! =/
Cotton On long sleeve loooooooooooooong top hoodie ! I've been searching for long tops for so long ! Coz it makes my look more proportionate when it comes to body : leg length . LOL !

VEST ! I got one white one, so i need a dark one now . Haha, more convenience when it comes to matching of clothes . I don't have to go like : ''This white vest doesn't match this top, it matches a dark vest ! '' . One less on-coming trouble . Haha !
Office top for future presentations . ZZZ ! This office wear might go with the vest ? IDK !
Coat ? Or what ever you call it . I goes well with a tube inside . XD
Cotton on loooooooooooooooooooooooong top lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng sleeve . =) . Different design, this one is plain long sleeve top, no hoodie . =P
This, is from Cotton On too, but it's a long sleeve cardigan . =) .
Long black top with ribbon, paired with black skinnes and eye liner, i can go gothic . Haha .
Turtle neck . Good for freezy whethers . Haha .
Erm . Another try-to-be-decent-as-possible-top . Haha .
I bought three of these, coz it comes in a cute box, or rather pencil/make up-box . One yellow, one black, and one skin-color . =P . Haha .

And one more parcel of short sleeve hoodie coming soon, i bought it online, you know those blogs where they got stocks from overseas and sell it online . XD .

I've still yet to buy a scandal and maybe an All-Star . Still considering . =/ .

Manicure and pedicure this sunday .Yippee !

Wooooo ~ ~

Today is the 6th April 2008 . Wooooo~ It's April already! Who got fooled on 1st April???!!! Haha, i did . Tried to fool a friend, but end up got fooled by him! I can't believe i'm that obvious wanting to call someone April's Fool . Anyway, it's my last week working tomorrow ! ! Yeah ! =)

The thing is, i wonder why i was so workaholic in the first place, i should have let myself off for a week of two to play hard before school starts again . But seems like i've got no choice now that i've signed the contract . Whatever the case is, i'll play when i can where i can, all i have to do now is be good till the time comes . Wahahahaha ! WAHAHAHAHA !

Sorry, over-doing it . But i meant it . Serious . . i'm gonna whip up some funky friends first . Haha !

So many people left the company this month, they're gonna be in busy state ! Haha, 2 temporary staffs and 2 full-time staffs including me will stop working at different dates of the month . 2 had left, 2 more this week . Woooo~ it's because they paid full-timers too low, that's why . Joanne's leaving with me, as in, not running off together, but she's quitting too, and stop work this week coincidentally . She works like hell, over-time every week and comes back on Saturdays to finish up work . And she doesn't even earn more than 2k . For god's sake, she's an ACCA, deserves a much better paying job . That's why she quit . Good choice, girl .

Something else that i thought i wanted to write in here so much, but it'll affect my conduct in school . Airport stuffs, but i gotta follow the rules not to blog anything about it . =.=!!

Haha, i should say this then, gotta give credit to people who've helped me . My dear ! Haha, next time do it in a safer way ! Really appreaciate what you did . =) . Two people got into trouble for me, i feel guilty ! But rest assured i'll pay back to clear the guiltiness ! =P

Bloody .
hell .
cops .
pain .
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ass .

Techno-ing again ! !

Wooooo ~~~~